BORN
AGAIN
by Andrew Hawcroft
Three
Page Outline
PROLOGUE
Red dawn.
Saturday.
15 year-old John Nolan wakes up alone in his tiny
bedroom. The calendar on the wall has
days crossed off until today, circled in black.
The Big Day. The day when John
finally becomes worth something. Today,
John will get his first crack at an Irish Dancing World Title. Then he will matter.
He really is alone in this, though. His father, Donald Nolan, a cleaner, cares
nothing about it. His vague daily aim is
to finish work and get to the pub early and join his surrogate drinking ‘family,’
of similarly broken and hiding men. His
son, through sheer grit and focus, is showing character traits that Donald never
bothered to develop. He’s becoming something his father can only sit in the
shadow of, and that rests badly with Donald.
Thus he rarely misses a chance to complain about, or take a crack at,
his son’s ambitions and achievements.
Yes, John is going to do it quite alone today.
But the hardest childhoods often make the most
interesting children, and John is driven like no other. He finds the money for his dancing, his fees,
his shoes and his transport, himself. He disciplines himself. Trains by
himself. He will become Somebody in his life by himself. When he turns 16, he will be out the door and
into a bedsit. He will live alone and he
can’t wait.
Then, on the journey to the World Irish Dancing
championships venue, riding with a friend, their vehicle is blind-sided by a
drunk driver. Both his legs are broken,
an arm, his collar bone...
End of.
For a long time...
TODAY
A red dawn. Saturday.
John Nolan wakes up alone in a small flat in a small
Irish town. Eerily similar start to the day perhaps, only this time John is 45
years-old.
The last 30 years have been a cavalcade of drive, huge
ambition, hard work, near-misses, almost-success, failed ventures and failed
relationships. Somehow, incredibly so
given his great self-discipline and determination, John has not managed to
achieve any of those childhood dreams and ambitions of a global dancing career,
and is ending up effectively living his worse-case scenario.
John owns a very small Irish dancing studio not far
(enough) from where he grew up. (This is
all he could afford, where the work is, etc.)
This Saturday morning will involve a series of junior classes, teaching
(too) young children baby steps while hard-lipped parents look on.
And there aren’t even enough of those, as the bills on his studio doormat show. The economy has played its part. Too much of the town is on Welfare, including
his father, who remains alive but is just a vacant shell of a man whom John
doesn’t speak to at all.
But before the day’s responsibilities take over, John
will have precious hour or so to himself.
As he warms up, he struggles to recall, and to return to, that primal
thrill that Irish dancing gave him as a boy.
The creativity, the expression, the venting of things repressed, the drama, the adventure and pleasure that
came from choreographing his own steps.
As he dances more and more, we see the barest hints of this fire begin
to flicker in his eyes.
Then too soon, the cars begin to pull up and the
classes begin.
So John Nolan’s life goes on, day after day, living
for those stolen hours of expression until two things happen.
1) A giant, gleaming glass-and-chrome monstrosity
of a dance school opens up in town, All styles catered to. Kid’s crèche.
In-house Starbucks cafe.
2) A
13 year-old Russian boy, Kasian Karelli, and his mother, Tatiana, show up at
his studio.
The first of these occurrences is a punch to the gut
for John’s business.
The second, following shortly after, will go a small
way to remedying his pain. The
reserved, wary, but quite stunning beautiful Tatiana Karelli would like to pay
private lessons for her son to learn Irish dancing. They have recently arrived
from St Petersburg. Although she remains tight-lipped about their background,
she has come to live in Ireland just to help her son advance. It seems her son’s passion for Irish dancing
means as much to her as to him.
Whatever. John
now needs the money badly, and God knows, proud mothers pushing their
‘talented’ children forward is nothing new to him. But he will soon find out how wrong this cynical
presumption is. In fact he will find out
he is wrong about a lot of things concerning this quiet, polite, and strangely
compelling mother and son.
For one thing, Kasian is a prodigy. An incredibly
gifted dancer, blessed with a natural musicality, athleticism and dedication
that no teacher can instil. Entirely
self-taught from video-tapes in Russia, he has all the drive, discipline and
focus that a young John Nolan had (has?) but without the over-reaching need to
prove himself, coupled with the love of a devoted parent.
As Kasian progresses alarmingly quickly, John finds
his own passion for dance...and for life... being re-ignited, and as the Irish
competition dance circuit beckons...and is quickly dominated...this passion
only grows and grows.
But things are not
all that they seem. Tatiana and Kasian
have their own shadows to run from, and shadows have a bad habit of sculking in
the background until somebody turns on a bright light.
John Nolan is going to be that bright light to Kasian
and Tatiana, and in the process, certain things he might have once called
‘impossible’ are going to happen...
